Hello, my name is Anthony..Currently a poly graduate waiting for the certificate..Working as a part-time at Jp deli..Hope to get a stable job if really no choice have to leave that place..Wish to meet anyone who can talk with..

♥ Parents

> Leng
> Crystal
> Liyana
> Shahidah > Jasmine

> Can let go my feelings for her..
> Laptop Skin..
> Going out shoe..
> Jeans..
> MP4 / ipod..
> PsP Cover..
> Owning a car of age be4 25 years old..
> Polo Ts..

Hey people, I have moved..Do relink me..Thanks.. http://kokwai89.wordpress.com/

Labels: Take note..

Sticklady n Fish Eater

1st round result

2nd round result

Semut n Penguin

Ah dey n Kakka..

Orange n yellow balls..Light colors..

Me n ah dey..

All of us who went WCCC..

White shirt brothers (Chris n me)

E44B classmates ++ Chris..

Portable Breathing Trainer 08/09 FYP team

FYP team ++ Casey n Yizhen..

Last picture of all..

Boon, Zaki, Me, Akhbar, Chris

Jia Wen, Jin Shi, Karen

19th Jan 09: Photos taken on my Rented car..

Sleepy crystal..

Half hair half face..

Looking outside again..

Fall asleep de crystal..

Me n our crystal..

This is the best photo of all..

So above are all the photos that I have for currently..More older photos maybe will be updated again soon..Hmm..Just to keep u all update a bit..finally my poly is over..nw waiting for 7th April or 8th April for the graduation ceremony n maybe looking for a full-time job or still stuck at Jp deli bah..Shall see how..After 19th march NS medical checkup then will noe wad pest am i in n when i go in army bah..n lastly, my TB treatment after 16th feb will be over le..yes..Wahaha..6 months seems so fast..it's over soon..Arite ppl..shall take care n will update again soon..Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Labels: nothing more than strangers., We are and forever will be

Hello everyone..Currently very busy..So will update again soon..Sorry for not updating..Hence, while keep you waiting..Just wish this song, 感情线 lyrics can let you all know roughly what's happening to me because I found out that currently what happen in my love life is just the same situation as the lyrics itself..If want to find out more details, stay tuned n come to my page once awhile see whether I updated already or not..Hee..Take care everyone..NS NAPFA TEST TML. N LAST PAPER FOR POLY ON FRIDAY..gOSH..luckily FYP OVER LO!!!

我想我已开始有点疑惑
wo xiang wo yi kai shi you dian yi huo
I think I’m starting to feel uncertain



好像被他说中些什么
hao xiang bei ta shuo zhong xie shen me
It’s like something that she said was right

难道已经没有别的选择
nan dao yi jing mei you bie de xuan ze
Are there no other choices?

只能乖乖的束手就策
zhi neng guai guai de shu shou jiu ce
I can only be good and follow the way

难过的是我们做了选择
nan guo de shi wo men zuo le xuan ze
What’s sad is that we’ve already decided on our choices

是对是错谁也没把握
shi dui shi cuo shui ye mei ba wo
Right or wrong,no one can be certain

如果要我放手才能获得
ru guo yao wo fang shou cai neng huo de
If in order to have it I have to let go

为何在我心中有舍不得
wei he zai wo xin zhong you she bu de
Why can’t I let go in my heart

看着你要走还装著笑容
kan zhe ni yao zou hai zhuang zhe xiao rong
Looking at you leave,I still faked a smile

掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
yan shi de cui ruo yao cheng duo jiu
How long do I need to keep up my disguise of weakness

如果现在开口如何挽留
ru guo xian zai kai kou ru he wan liu
If I talk about it now,how do I keep hold of it

感情这条线注定只能这么远
gan qing zhe tiao xian zhu ding zhi neng zhe me yuan
This string of love is destined to be only this long

不敢相信已经来到终点
bu gan xiang xin yi jing lai dao zhong dian
Don’t dare to believe that it has already reached the end

想你爱他必定多一些
xiang ni ai ta bi ding duo yi xie
Thinking that you should love him more for sure

我们之间不可能再回到从前
wo men zhi jian bu ke neng zai hui dao cong qian
There’s no way for us to go back to the past

我还傻傻画着幸福线
wo hai sha sha hua zhe xing fu xian
I’m still foolishly tracing the string of happiness

看着你走远
kan zhe ni zou yuan
Looking at you leave

还继续装笑脸
hai ji xu zhuang xiao lian
My face is still smiling

掩饰折磨我能撑多久
yan shi zhe mo wo neng cheng duo jiu
How long do I need to keep up my disguise of weakness

如果现在开口怎么挽留
ru guo xian zai kai kou zen me wan liu
If I talk about it now,how do I keep hold of it

感情这条线注定无法延长一点
gan qing zhe tiao xian zhu ding wu fa yan chang yi dian
This string of love is destined not to be extended further

你已不在而我何时才清醒
ni yi bu zai er wo he shi cai qing xing
You no longer care when I’m awake

相信一切都是命
xiang xin yi qie dou shi ming
Believing that everything is a part of life

不曾放弃你我不会说什么
bu ceng fang qi ni wo bu hui shuo shen me
Never giving you up before,I won’t say anything

默默的承受像个男子汉
mo mo de cheng shou xiang ge nan zi han
Silently bearing it like a man

看着你要走[看着看着你要走]
kan zhe ni yao zou [ kan zhe kan zhe ni yao zou]
Looking at you leave [looking at you looking at you leave]

还装着笑容[多么多么笑容]
hai zhuang zhe xiao rong [duo me duo me xiao rong]
I still faked a smile [so many so many smiles]

掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[还要撑多久]
yan shi de cui ruo yao cheng duo jiu [hai yao cheng duo jiu]
How long do I need to keep up my disguise of weakness [how long do I need to keep up]

如果现在开口[现在开口]
ru guo xian zai kai kou [xian zai kai kou]
If I talk about it now [talk about it now]

如何挽留[如何挽留]
ru he wan liu [ru he wan liu]
how do I keep hold of it [how do I keep hold of it]

感情这条线注定只能这么远
gan qing zhe tiao xian zhu ding zhi neng zhe me yuan
This string of love is destined to be only this long

看着你要走[woo～]
Kan zhe ni yao zou [WOO~]
Looking at you leave [WOO~]

还装着笑容[we will carry on]
hai zhuang zhe xiao rong [we will carry on]
I still faked a smile [we will carry on]

掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[knowing there were words i've never said baby]
yan shi de cui ruo yao cheng duo jiu [knowing there were words i've never said baby]
How long do I need to keep up my disguise of weakness knowing there were words i've never said baby]

如果现在开口[现在开口]
ru guo xian zai kai kou [xian zai kai kou]
If I talk about it now [talk about it now]

如何挽留[如何挽留]
ru he wan liu [ru he wan liu]
How do I keep hold of it [how do I keep hold of it]

感情这条线
gan qing zhe tiao xian
This string of love

注定只能这么远
zhu ding zhi neng zhe me yuan

Is destined to be only this long[let the words remain unsaid]
LET THE WORDS REMAIN UNSAID

Labels: I love you too much to accept that we are not meant to be together.

Me Back facing the West Sea..

Crystal Back facing the West Sea..

Artistic photo of me n Crystal

Looking Far Ahead..

She angry liao..Boo..Wahaha..

Finally got 1 right photo..

N our Leng is here too..

Me n Leng..

Crystal n Leng..

25th Dec 2008: Teck Whye Coffeeshop

Heinkein Beer..Cheers..

After work, straight away celebrate Christmas..

How come same shirt as the previous photo?? haha..

26th Dec 2008: My Christmas Presents..

From Leng..

So above are the photos that I have for this past 1 week..Hmm..I will update again soon..Take care everyone..

Labels: "You know when you're truly in love, when all you can do is just be speechless and stare at nothing 'cause you're just amazed that you just found this incredible person."

新窝, A new home..Hey ppl..Finally got the chance to update this old blog of mine..Haish..Sorry has been busy for e past few weeks..Even if not busy, rather were resting because health hasn't been good ever since I am sae tt I have Latent TB and on medication..Haish..Never ever seen so many doctors before within a month..And this may continue for the next few months..How to go for NAPFA test like that..Haish..

So if not wrong, last entry is on the 25th of last month..Calculate..It's been 3 weeks or close to a month didn't update le..Wah..It's like so long le la..think even if got people drop by n see..Now also no more le bah..Haha..Kok wai's life is just like that..busy here n there..Full of life..wahaha..

Consequently, for e past 3 weeks or so..The no. of days that I have work has already been lesser n lesser..Less until this week only work 1 day..The schdeule really tight nowadays..even if not tight, also resting at home..Or spending time with the person that I love..And also sometimes her sister..Imagine 1 day life without them, hmm..maybe veri bored..Or will start to find other lifes bah..Life will go on regardless with them or without them..Trying to learn of not living too rely on them because I know e future for us won't be tt far..

Subsequently, has been start to rent car per month n I believe at most I will only rent car until the end of this year for renting the car per month..Sort of ex ah even though rent on weekdays..However, it will change to rent 1 car 1 weekday once 2 month after next year..Starting from January 2009 onwards..Have so far enjoyed driving with manual car..Reali hope I cn get my dream car soon..Perhaps after my NS bah..After I come out to work as don't intend to study after NS..Wan 2 come out chiong chiong a bit see how..Hope e economy by that time should be okie le..It will most likely be mid of 2011..Tt's when my 2 years NS finish fully..

There have been going out with my dear deli ppl despite that didn't work that much..But e bonding are still there..Like that time just went out with hui ling, hui qin, beng n leng to watch REC..Went out with yana, fiddy n daffy to celebrate the NOV babies birthday..Wah..Talk about tt..Nov reali gt a lot of babies sia..mummy is already one of them..wahaha..All e photos will be uploaded in the next entry..

As for UTs n daily grades..Honestly don't talk about it..Wasnt that good really..But however, reali wish that things could be better for the remaining 4 UTs..4 more UTs to go n that's e end of my school term..Wait wait..Still got FYP..sort of don't care too le..at most get a grade C..{C + B+}/2 = C+..Hence, enough le lo..Worse come to worse, GPA drop until at least a 3 can le..Don't mind de because seriously this semester biomedical imaging whole module I believe I don't really understand..Medical Technology so so..Only good in Biomedical Equipment..Haish..Health not good..Wan 2 chiong also can't..wad to do..Just accept the fate bah..

My busy week actually haven't finish yet..But because today her sister last minute told me can't go out with me..That's why then got the chance to rest at home..Or else must wait till Sunday then can rest le..Tomorrow, after class..Going to play tennis with my RP mates n having dinner with them after that..Chill somewhere maybe..And if got time n not tired, perhaps may go to BPP to find her sister, pick her up n send her home..People will ask..How come you pick her sis up n not her?? reason because next morning will be working at JP..Lazy to go JP few hours later n send her sister home won't be so tiring as near my house..BPP n CCK near mah..before 12am can reach home le..But see how ah..So as mentioned, Saturday working morning shift..after work, going to meet my RP mates again for xiao zhu's birthday n believe after e celebration will be gg to BPP to send her sis home again since it's near Home Team NS Gombak compared to Jp..Then sunday if mummy working, go eat lunch with her sis bah..Unless she wan 2 wake up slightly early before work to eat lunch with me..Shall see how bah..If mummy at home..then be a good boy..Eat with her bah..Haha..Hmm..that's it for this entry le bah..Long entry man..So take care people..Wait for e picx picts to be uploaded to my blog bah..Bye

Reply to people who tag at my tagbox:
Akhbar: My asthma didn't came back actually..Is only almost came back..But luckily after amending on the food that I eat, much better already..But still down with leg injury..Tomorrow going to try see whether can play tennis..If can, means okie already and can start training..

Scentiful: Ha..End up didn't meet up because of that time say want to rent car..Haish..Shall see how bah..Will find a day to meet up with you soon..Contact me la..If you still want to meet up..

Yana: Haha dey..U noe me de..If didn't busy until ill..I is won't rest de..Don't you remember?? Like that then everytime you will have someone to tell you that I am sick..N you will start to nag..That's when you become my ah ma dey..Hee..

Huiqin: Spam spam spam..See la..U spam until I don't dare to update..Lolx..Anyway, updated le..Wonder will you still read??

Dian: Hey hey..Yea lo..Long time no see..How hv u been dian?? Reali hope cn meet up soon with syayie to do some catchup..Take care alright..

Michelle: Added you into my favourites le..My blog no linky link anymore..So can't link you..Take care alright..Shall work with u again soon..

Labels: "You and her that's what you want. You and me that's what I dream."

Hoho..Sometimes it's only people realise the importance when we lose it..Hence, tt's human..can't blame either..Anyway, so tis week..hmm..consider stil poor in health..lungs been giving me some problem especially night time..couldn't reali talk..wonder why..yesterday went for e TB medical checkup, then e doctor sae might be due to my asthma when i am young came back..it's like shit lo..like tt..die die die..Napfa coming in 5th Nov n now sae my asthma came back n couldn't prove..wad if do napfa halfway n end up in e end..reali happen..choi choi choi..touch wood..haha..haish..just reali gt problems wit my health tis week..

But anyway, next week is my holiday week for 1 week..yesh..not gg to work so much but cause wan 2 take tis chance to rest well n chiong my fyp..onli 1 week..so yea..n so..tis last week nthing much happen..as usual went out wit crystal..1 of e day eat dinner wit her n ouh ya..4gt..i just fulfill one of my wishes tt is from my dad..he just bought me a PSP which i reali wish wanted for a long long time..yea yea..so ppl..u noe wad will be 1 of e reason why i wont keep online le?? cause PSP will accompany me..haha..

So going out today..wit e person tt i reali wan 2 go out with..yesh..it's like once in a blue moon lo we go out together..especially just onli e 2 of us..haha..so tt's about it ppl..just a veri short entry..erm..n tml. working 9am to 9pm..wonder cn survive or not wit e poor health tt i hv now..haish..dun care le..tml. thing tml. then see how bah..so bye ppl n take care..

Labels: "When it rains, look for the rainbow."

Hi folks..so here I am updating tis blog of mine again..It's been another week past..But however, tis week I cn sae my health is up n down..Went to c a doctor again because of my sore throat..keep hving dry throat..dunno why also..which result lose voice..Hence, suppose to work last sun but end up didn't..Gave mc..

So tis tuesday tt just pass..Went jalan raya wit my deli angels seh..of course, as usual, nt all angels went but two things best happen..Syahidah drive seh..haha..another thing, i wear wandi's bajukurong to jalan raya sia with my angels..n I look so malaysian la wearing tt..haha..hmm..no choice lo..born wear bajukurong wil look like malaysian also can't help..haha..will upload e pixs picts next week..

So as usual, weekly going out with crystal n tis week went to Esplanade with her..took some photos and went to one fullerton where e merlion is there..after tt, intend to go to e singapore flyer wan, but she scared i broke..so in e end, no, we went to bugis n eat steamboat..$15 per pax..eat until my food indigestive n find stomach to vomit n in e end, thurs absent from school..haha..but rather good, spent a day at home on thurs to rest..veri tired recently..dunno why..perhaps because of e medication tt's why bah..

Tis week onli work 1 day which is friday..reach there..quite blur la..gt mixed up wit e tables..but as time goes by..stable n could catch up wit them..after work, dun seems to be tired cause it's like exercise sia..talk about exercise, it's been a long time since I last exercise le sia..should do something to it..haha..

And yesterday is e best day..slack at home in e morning n until around 1 plus then met up with chris, daniel n zaki to jalan raya zaki's house..his house is cosy n tt clumsy daniel make big boo boo..haha..let him play guitar n guess wad?? he broke 1 of e guitar string sia..so not careful..in e end has to pay..haha..n we met up wit ah boon in e late afternoon while daniel left us..went to west coast RC to play bowling n pool..so fun la..wad a day to relax man..by e time, we finish it's like 8 plus..went to a nearby coffeeshop, ate e dumpling noodle tt cause me to lose my voice again n in e end went 2 meet crystal at lot 1 around 10 after hv a guys talk with my brothers at e coffeeshop..

N end up in e end, wait for leng to finish work, talk talk wit her for awhile be4 around 12 plus went home..reach home was like 12:45am le..so get tidy up be4 went to sleep at 1 plus..

So today wake up like 11..eat breakfast n went on to study for my UTs until like 4 plus just now..be4 watch e show return of e condor hero..despite it's repeat, but i like a lot la..haha..erm..then went out 2 buy dinner be4 now sitting in front of my laptop updating my blog..just realise tis month work veri less..so tt means shit..next month die..no $$$..haha..haish..But wadever it is, just hope coming week will be a better week for me regardless health or wad..so gtg ppl..bye n take care..will update again soon..

Labels: "Love not looked for is love that shall be found."

Labels: for love is not ours to command., Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel

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