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about me
Hello, my name is Anthony..Currently a poly graduate waiting for the certificate..Working as a part-time at Jp deli..Hope to get a stable job if really no choice have to leave that place..Wish to meet anyone who can talk with..
Loves
♥ Parents
Just like a family
> Leng
> Crystal
> Liyana
> Shahidah > Jasmine
Wishlist
> Can let go my feelings for her..
> Laptop Skin..
> Going out shoe..
> Jeans..
> MP4 / ipod..
> PsP Cover..
> Owning a car of age be4 25 years old..
> Polo Ts..
3:29:00 AM | 6/13/2006
finally gt e chance 2 post..how i was feeling this few days..wandi write comment on my blog..our papa bear..my this week schedule..
after non-stop working 4 so long..finally 2dae be4 work gt e chance 2 post..dunno wad 2 write sia..maybe becuase long time didn't write le..facing quite a no. of stress and difficulty sia..nt because of working full shift or work everyday tt cause me 2 feel veri stress but was other thinngs tt cause me look like tt..from e look by kak ayu on me, she keep saying me tt these few days..something is nt right in me..i look sad..veri sad..and i seldom toks a lot these few days when i meet up with u al..angels tt reali noe me would maybe realise it..then she keep asking me why..erm..frankly speaking..there are 2 reasons behind this..firstly, i feel tt e atmosphere around me is stil changing and it's changing is 2 much and 2 fast tt i can't adapt to it..ah!! feel like going 2 gone crazy soon..sad..next is about e stress tt i was feeling nw at deli..although from e look tt wad al e kitchen morning kakak sae didn't affect me tt much..but it reali affect me a lot in my heart..affect too much tt causes me 2 cry yesterday at deli itself..i feel hurt and i feel like i reali can't tk it anymore..wan 2 tel e angels about it but "some of e angels" also sae like how e kitchen kakak sae which makes me feel more sad..thought u al should understand me since we are e angels..but yet.."some of u al" doubt me and join in e "fun' somemore..nt tt i am angry with "some of u al" or wad..but "some of u al" reali shouldn't like tt sae..it reali hurts me..how i reali feel nw onli penguin and sticklady wil understand..how i wish wandi was around..he sure noe how 2 coax me..sad..e sad feelings tt i hv nw is like u al reali dun understand..e saddest moment tt i dun hv be4..and if u al notice well enough, e way i tok is nt e same as how i tok 2 any people in e past..whenever i go back deli, i wil sae with a big smile "bonjour" 2 everyone, but after tt, my mood wil goes down which dunno why..
i was so happi tt wandi write comment on my blog..but hey..u no need 2 write 8 same comment because tt post of mine wrote about e angels..hehe..next time write 1 is enough le..okie??
our papa bear, suresh..after 3 years of work at jp deli..he finally is promoted 2 become a manager at a deli outlet..happi 4 u..but..which means..it's time 4 us 2 be parted..haix..this is e most saddest thing tt i dun wan 2 happen again..after wandi and mdm rosey left, it makes nt onli me but e angels 2 feel quite empty despite tt stil gt sir philip and sir gun and mdm angie came..but onli u suresh, makes us feel tt jp deli without wandi and mdm rosey, jp deli is stil as lively as when e 2 of them are around..reali appreciated man..suresh..u are our papa bear..feel so good when hugging u..haha..u also cheer us up and i hope tt u at thompson plaza deli..u wil stil be e same 2 ur workers there..it takes time 2 adapt..and i believe u can do it..suresh, our seed of jp deli when jp deli just start and nw, he leave with e seed which became a fruit nw..we wil definitely help sir philip de..so no need 2 worried about us..i missed when u sat at e kitchen table beside e making sandwhich corner and i missed when u is toking 2 us when u sat on e rubbish bin..oops..my tear is coming down nw..i cried again because of u..sad..i also going 2 miss e sabotage tt u make us when it was our birthday..oh ya..(jp pizza hut..some of e guys over there..can u al pls dun act big..act like manager like tt..i tel u wad..u al are jealous of us right?? hving so much fun..tel u wad..u al SUCKS..i hate jp GUYS PIZZA HUT..) in case u al wan 2 noe wad happen, u can ask those angels (portobello, samurai, dexter, sticklady, penguin and chicken little) tt were around yesterday night or u can ask our mdm angie..and also..our dear samurai fall sick on yesterday night..muz tk care leh..yesterday sick so should hv a gd rest at home..dun go www ah..haha..should rest more..oops..looks like going out of topic..ya..so suresh..hv fun over there..muz miss us and muz come back and visit us..tk care..OUR JP DELI ANGEL'S 4EVER PAPA BEAR..
this week schdeule is out since yesterday morning at 7am..wah seh..kitchen crew so many people off..so is outside server..wad sia..last week of holiday 4 me initally wan 2 rest and meet up with my ex classmates but nw..haix..after seeing e schdeule, no choice also hv 2 work..suresh nt around le..sir philip going 2 hv 2 week off after 2dae..left sir gun and mdm angie..ah!! looks like these 2 weeks, jp deli maybe wil go out of control le without al these "high management" at jp deli..haix..feel like going 2 fall sick soon..everyday wake up feel tired seh..haix..this is how my life is..i nw can feel wad suresh is feeling nw..wake up then go work..after work come back and sleep and repeat e cycle again and again..this week is my last week tt i can work so many days le..next week schools starts le..having exams right straight after school starts..until nw stil haven't study yet..it's like work became my priority nw then studies..reali hope tt e angels could sacrifice their bits of time helping jp deli nw..i could feel tt jp deli nw is facing shortage of staff..so try 2 help okie?? even kak ayu wish she could come back and help but she reali dun hv e time..i nt meaning tt angels u al dun wan 2 come back and help..but just try 2 spend some of e time 2 help lah..no other meaning..hope u al dun be offended..i care 4 deli tt's why i would like tt sae..but also try 2 tk care of ur health as well..health and studies are stil our priorites..dun 4get..we are stil students..ya..and lastly, be4 i end this post..i wan 2 sae my schdeule 4 this week..it's as worse as last week..sadded..
monday - 3pm-11pm..
tuesday - 3pm-11pm..
wednesday - 3pm-11pm..
thursday - 8am-11pm..(wad sia..thurs should be a lot of staff working..but hv 2 work full shift..haix..)
friday - off (finally)
saturday - off (finally)
sunday - 7am - 3pm..
quite stress right?? haix..k lah..post again soon..bye..tilled then..signed off by DexTer..
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