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about me
Hello, my name is Anthony..Currently a poly graduate waiting for the certificate..Working as a part-time at Jp deli..Hope to get a stable job if really no choice have to leave that place..Wish to meet anyone who can talk with..
Loves
♥ Parents
Just like a family
> Leng
> Crystal
> Liyana
> Shahidah > Jasmine
Wishlist
> Can let go my feelings for her..
> Laptop Skin..
> Going out shoe..
> Jeans..
> MP4 / ipod..
> PsP Cover..
> Owning a car of age be4 25 years old..
> Polo Ts..
8:20:00 PM | 1/09/2007
Enjoying life now but not having happiness..wondering why??
Hi everyone..suppose to be doing my reflection journal now..but now have super many mixed feelings sia..wan 2 write down all 1st be4 all these feelings are gone and i 4get how it came about..
I felt e most strongest feeling is that i don't feel happi nw despite i am enjoying my life..hmm..feel like i am missing something or something is missing..not found..and like wad my mei sae..waiting 4 it to be found..and let nature take e course..but ppl who reali noe me well, actually i dun hv so much patience de..i, myself veri gan chiong de..is just depends whether i wan it or nt..i starting couldn't found out e answer about wad i am missing..but after thinking through some time, despite still in doubt, but i think is _O_E is wad i miss nw..haix..saying about this..also dunno how it start and how it ended up like tt..i just dun wish to get hurt again..cn these feelings go away..and maybe because this, it resulted me to treat ppl quite badly actually..hmm..especially to my ke lian Edmund..sori if reali offended u..was nt feeling quite well actually these few days..
E next feeling that i hv is hungryness..it's 6:51pm..maybe because yesterday night and today afternoon didn't eat rice, tt's why ended up like tt..i definitely need a rice meal for 1 of my meal per day..
Somemore i feel veri e stress..brain veri e empty..like nt working..also dunno why..reali hope it start to work cause school already starts and pls..kok wai kok wai..pls get out of tt holiday mood le..it's time to get down to work..
Despite so many feelings, what i concern most is still e 1st point about e emptyness..reali hope tt somthing cn cover this emptiness soon..
So today in class, nthing much..class were rather quiet during e meetings but back to e normal state when class ends or during e breakouts..hehe..attendance were quite poor..especially yang xin 2dae didn't cme school..wahaha..so miracle seh..no one notice she didn't come school except me and michelle quek..hehe..cause she everyday sure gt come school de..
Today was cognitive..hving lessons about morality and ethics..something tt i reali dunno wad is it about la..especially e RJ, more tedious..asking "
What are the obligations, values and effects revolving around you as an RP student who wants to do well in your studies?" is like..wth..furthermore gt 3 science worksheets haven't do yet..tml. stil gt UT..think 2night hv 2 burn midnight oil le..
So have to rush off and do my stuff le or else even midnight already still haven't finish yet..so tata..bye and take care everyone..early nites..
Wai..
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